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November 19, 2010 by dc7912
Pain of soul is greater than pain of body
An ache that takes your breath away
A self control that dictates your actions
Only will your heart betray
When it swells up inside
And the rivers begin to overflow
Thoughts run back to the peace once held
In the arms that have now let go
Curse the day that opened the door
And let this demon in
To sit and torture my own self
Within the seed of sin
Better it be to die the death
Than suffer the pain of it alive
And boil over with this passion
That’s stifled and deprived
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October 14, 2010 by dc7912
Ten foot prison walls.
They no longer lock me in but keep me safe from what’s inside.
Every time I prick myself on the barb-wire it lets me know I’m still
alive.
I taste the blood.
Yet even when I walk away and the prison is out of sight…
I remember the cell that held me, and bound my soul so tight.
This stuff is mine, mine alone.
If I don’t want it, it’s my choice to throw it away.
To purge my spirit and make it all okay.
I have no use for these things.
These things.
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May 20, 2010 by dc7912
Once a man came to me and offered me a gift
He explained it was a wisdom of the heart
,And to my soul would bring a shift.
Thinking nothing of it, I accepted
(Curiosity I could not resist.)
I found this man, he told no lies
As I succumbed to the “soul shifting” gift of death
from this devil in disguise…
At once I beheld a demon wrapped around my heart
He hissed through his teeth as he squeezed tighter
While my spirit began to fall apart…
With red glowing eyes and yellow teeth
I could not break his bond
And the poison he placed within my veins
constrained me to the great beyond…
No words came to mind
As I watched in horror spell
while he crushed my essence
And dragged the rest to hell
It wasn’t until then that I saw an angels face
A ray of hope in this dismal place
I felt her heart beat, but for a moment’s embrace
“I didn’t know it could be like this…”
(The tears began my pain too erase.)
Yet when I reached for her I couldn’t tell
If her touch would extend
…Into my hell…
My demon heart
Unwilling to relent
As I crawled deeper
Into my shell.
_-_DC_-_
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April 19, 2010 by dc7912
The bread and water of affliction
Payment for the truth be told
A lying spirit of peace and safety
Yet destruction shall your bosom hold.
A disguise for your self preservation
Shall beget your own lamentation.
A deception blinding only yourself
The arrow pierces both body and soul
The pain brings a strong dose of reality
An attempt to flee the battle
Proves to be vanity of vanities.
Pulling your hand away
You find it full of blood
Torment in the evening tide
As death approaches like a flood.
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April 16, 2010 by dc7912
I spoke to the echo’s of the past until my lips grew numb…she told me she was death to most and yet a love to some.
I reached into the future until my bones began to wane…plagued by my uncertainty it’s mysteries I could not attain.
I looked at the ground were I was standing and I began to weep…my heart so undeserving but God my soul will keep.
(C) DC
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April 16, 2010 by dc7912
Can’t you see the fire falling from the sky?
…the slaughter of souls is upon us.
Judge and jury, your execution day is nigh…
Running from yourself you cannot hide.
Amoral, unjust – melt into your own demise…
Enjoy the nightmare you’ve created…
Is it to late for you to see, it the mirrors reflection you do despise?
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April 16, 2010 by dc7912
Blood runs cold with remorse and shame
A self reproach that would set a heart aflame
“What times we had” a convincing voice begins to say
But cruel is this master of realities dismay
She reaches out to innocence and falls but inches away
The promises start to melt and she begins to pray
With each tear she cries she begins to realize
He was never the one he claimed to be
A life of death set on a stage of years
Passing by what seems to be an ill fated mystery
Existing, not living from day to day
A refrain from a tarnished history
©DC
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April 16, 2010 by dc7912
I lift my head and scream a silent shout of agony,
It rattles my senses with the blissful sound of euphony,
As angel wings begin to brush against my face…
Stinging my eyes with tears it splits my lip and rips my vocal cords,
In violent fervor I press toward the multitude standing between me and my reward,
The weapons I hold pierce and shred asunder…
The shivers that run down my spine let me know I’m still alive,
Losing is not an option for my heart is anchored in my will to survive,
Fear losing its grasp as purpose becomes my courage…
For this anguish and travail is both joy and pain,
With everything to lose and everything to gain,
Endure or die is my hymn as I step into the heat of the fire…
My mind perceives its freedom and leads my soul to devotion,
Finding spiritual synchronicity my affections swell with emotion,
For thou wilt not leave my soul in hell; neither wilt thou suffer thine Holy One to see corruption…
©DC
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April 16, 2010 by dc7912
When subject matter is void and a pattern of unknowingness dominates the mind
And shallow hedonism controls your dogma
The pit of pleasure seeking will override your self-respect
And the utter despair of hopeless dejection drains your existence from itself
When life is death and death is life
And your carnal flesh demonstrates its mortality
What will you find at end of days?
And who will speak the pleasure of your youth?
Cthulu raises to becomes your destroyer
And your voice echo’s down the never-ending abyss
Your inconsistent lies brought to light and exposed
Finite destiny is fulfilled in one unsuspecting moment
We must fight against the stream of trends and battle the prevalent state of mind
The poisons of the masses are irresolute and sinking sand
Absolution is found by breaking the bonds of decadence
Peace of mind and body and soul in one accord with the world around itself
©DC
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